Chapter 11
Arnav entered their room to see a sleeping khushi.. all his rage and fire went off as he saw her small form shivering on the recliner.. He was searching a new form in her today.. A motherly form as he just discovered the news.. He took small steps with jumping heart.. His legs were going un-steady yet firm..
He went near her on the recliner and and kneeled down next to her.. her angelic face all tired up.. her charm a bit lost.. she was not looking herself.. Oh God! She was so alone all the time..
'ek baar keh ke ko dekhti, itna bharosa nahi tha? Itna hei pyaar tha?' (u should have told atleast once.. dint u trust me? U loved me only this much?)
He carrassed her face with his fingers and she moved a bit.. her dupatta lay on the head of the recliner besides her head and he traced his eyes from his face towards bottom..
He saw her tired eyes resting at present.. her little nose.. her lips, left a bit parted as her habit while sleeping' her nape so long,swan like.. her brests rising up and down in a steady way, proving her peacefull sleep at state, and finally his eyes rested on her hands which were on her stomach.. he looked at her face for once and slowly guided his shivering hands up towards her stomach.. he felt cold at her touch.. a chill ran down her spine.. his lips smiled, Arnav smiled..
He put his hands on hers and his heart skipped so many beats as his body got goose-bumps.. his heart was not at peace as at kept his hand on hers which was safely resting on her belly.. he looked at her once.. his breaths coming in shortage as he felt sweet shivers.. he wanted to wake her up and hug her tight, he wanted to express.. he could not stop smiling'
He took some courage and moved her hand on her sides and kept his hand on her belly above her kurta.. it was a bit growing(her belly).. he could not not smiling.. he had never imagined that he would be feeling fatherhood so proudly someday.. he smiled again.. a happy tear left his eyes and his lips kept themselves high proudly.. his heart was dancing..
He looked at her face again, it was smiling in sleep.. he moved his hand on her hidden secret to feel it more.. but now, he could feel nothing.. his smile disappeared.. was it all just momentary.. he so wanted to lift her kurta at that moment and look inside if he could locate anything inside.. but wait..
It was actually his emotions which made him think he could feel his baby inside her.. he smiled covering his frown again.. he nodded in disapproval still smiling at his childishness.. he never felt his baby's shape but it was just his power of imagination that took him over to think that he could actually feel his love inside her.. his inner-emotional flow was still on and his hand was still on her belly.. she moved in sleep pressing his hand on her belly a bit more'
He flinched immediately-CAREFULL..his mouth escaped words hurriedly..
He shut up immediatelty.. after a few minutes, he released his hands from her firm grip not breaking her sleep.. he stared at her sleeping form for sometime and bent down sliding his hands down her knees and upper waist to lift her up.. he took her in his arms..
He smiled-itni bhi bhari nahi ho, abhi tak..!! (ur not that heavy, till now atleast.. !!)
She nuzzeled into his collarbone and he just smiled looking at her..she very well recognized that perfume which her lungs breathed at present, but she was in deep sleep to respond to it.. she held him tight and moaned a bit.. he walked taking her on the bed with him and carefully placed her on it.. he tucked her locks and pulled a quilt on THEM after settling down besides her.. he held her one hand and tried sleeping besides her, still a bit irritated and angry on her for hiding this BIG FACT from her, yet a unique feeling of content and satisfied happiness acting positive and calming the situation..
Arnav-kho kar pane ke baad tumhari keemat maalum hui hai.. ab kissi se koi darr nahi,koi jijhak nahi,koi sharm nahi.. bas, bahot pyaar hai.. bahot pyaar.. I love khushi.. I love you.. aur tumhe wapas pane ke liye, Arnav Singh Raizada koi bhi keemat hukane ke liye taiyar hai..(I have known your worth once I gained you back after loosing you.. now I fear no one, I have no shame of anyone's thinking.. I am not embararred in any way.. I just know one thing, that I love you like anything khushi, and I can go till any limit to make you mine once again forever..)
He whispered..
The night was long and she ended throwing herself on him, he controlled himself and gave equal glances at her tummy noting her sleeping positions.. things were going to change from today for him, it were already changed for her from past 3 months..
They slept.. on the same bed.. facing each other, feeling each other, with each other, in each other's warmth, in each other's embrace.. sleep was peacefull!
***
Next Day..Morning..
He woke up first, or one can say he never slept.. Arnav could hardly move in mornings as his wife would be in full turning him ON mood by her famous TAI-KWANDO pose.. he moved her body from above him, by holding her back from her shoulders and in the process, he ended giving a morning pose all above her.. he was always lost in her morning beauty, and it glowed so much pure today.. it obviously had an additional glowing effect today in his eyes..
It was his first morning with his 'pregnant wife'.. he was already leaning on her.. he pecked her fore-head and looked down.. his smile vanished again..
She din't trust him..did she?
This one sentence had played much adverse effect on his mind.. he managed to pull her dress down decently and cover the quilt on her properly and move to the pool-side to get some fresh air.. he had so much to think over now.. so much planning to do, so many preparations.. his responsibilities were going to increase, and he was happy and ready to take them on.. but was she ready to share them with him? Was she still having second thoughts on their relationship? He was back in ASR mode.. he saw her sleeping form once and banged his feet out in the pool-side pacing from here to there thinking what to do next?
He gulped his anxieties, his fear, his anger and his emotions which had an ability to rule him when he was in his ASR mode.. and trust the stars, it's effects were always so much worse..
He took out his phone to see the battery dead..DAMM..he said to himself.. he moved in and saw her again..
ASR-(self talk) khushi, I love you like anything.. you have seen my love and care and also my rage, but trust me, you have not seen my rage after last night, only I know how much I have controlled.. I just hope you stop working on your useless mind plans to leave me and separate me from my baby.. trust me I don't want to hurt you in any way, ever.. but if you try to separate me from my baby, then I will do the same to you, which I never wish too.. so plz don't force me to do so.. I love you khushi, and I will love our baby.. I just need you and your support.. our love will be enough for any and every problem to come in future..
He moved out to make a confirmation call to aman regarding the changes on his contract marriage he asked to do.. for that he needed some reference papers and he silently opened his locked to see another file waiting for him there.. it was another pregnancy report of his wife.. he took a deep breathe and moved out collecting the file..he needed to study her stages well..
he kept his phone in charging and ON it and made a call transferring it on his bluetooth.. he made his was out to the poolside..
***
Anjali's voice was making her sweat.. she could hear voices and those lines in a repeat mode making her heart go on a shooting speed..
"Lagta hai ki aap KAMZOOR PADD GAYI thi..kyu? akele ji nahi lag raha than na?(I guess you went weak in-between..why, were you not satisfied being alone for a while?)"
"Or maybe you wanted a relationship?"
"That's why you slept with SOMEONE ELSE?"
Or oops, maybe someone USED you.."
"well, how do we believe this is chotte's child khushiji, when you yourself agreed that you went to rescue chotte and spent the night there.. also, you accused my husband FOR KIDNAPPING your husband right? You said you were ENGAGED to shyamji right? then how can we believe sparks never collided in your heart for him? How can we believe that this is chotte's child?"
Her body which was lying motionless in deep sleep, pulled up straight on the bed.. she had been getting this dream since last few-many days.. what if her pregnancy creates a stain on her character? Would she be able to face the consequences? Would she need to give justifications from her side?would her arnavji believe her if she justifies?
She cluched her heart closing her eyes as her dream echoed her ears ringing like a bell.. this dream and the taunts used to accuse her, were driving her insane from quite a few many days..At one side she was fearing one thing and on the other side another.. her head went dizzy and her throat went thirsty.. she wiped her sweat beads and pushed her quilt aside that's when she realized she was on bed and that too alone.. it was obvious that she could make out how she was here.. but after yesterday's fight, how?!?!
There were so many questions to be ignored right now.. she sighed and got up pushing the quilt asid and went to the washroom feeling some energy in her low legs now..
***
ASR-(on blue-tooth) yes aman, I want the clauses to be added and passed in any way, legal or ill-legal I don't bloody care.. just do it..
Aman-but sir, such a clause, I mean..
ASR-you are not paid to question me, just follow my order and get your meal.. I want it to be done.. now tell me, are you clear?
Aman-yes sir, I have to add the clause u asked me to.. The papers are done and they read..
If during the contract marriage Mrs. Khushi Arnav Singh Raizada conceives, then either she has to pass her nine months of pregnancy with her legally contracted husband i.e. Mr. Arnav Singh Raizada.. AND work with ASR as his P.A. at AR Office and be with him for the remaining contracted period, and follow his orders and instructions which he takes in the favour of mother and the baby to be born..
OR..
Lead her pregnancy in her way and then when the baby is born, she should leave him/her in their father's i.e. Mr. Arnav Singh Raizada's custody forever and leave ASR and the baby at Peace..
Arnav-okay.. I need these to be added to my contract marriage papers in such a way that it can be proved anytime that my wife signed them in her senses and that too k she knew clearly about the certain clauses before the contract took place.. get it done Aman, nothing else should be your priority at present..
Aman-yes ASR, it will be done..
Arnav kept he call staring at the other file he just discovered from the locker and went through the details to know the state of his wife and her health.. he knew well now what to do and what not to, which doing was in her favour and what things were not.. he dialed the 'Baby Care Clinic' and took the appointment with the doctor to know about things and facts about his concern from the doctor himself..
Khushi took her bath and went down to search him without peeping into the pool-side..least she knew he won't be down as he skipped his morning jog coz he was planning something even more important now..
Arnav took the shower and got ready to leave at the doctor's clinic,he had to give some test's too, for the safety and health details of baby ASR.. he was nervous and well as anxious to go and meet the doctor.. he took the file and mentally read..Dr.Kalpana..
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