Arshi o.s. - You Are My Everything! (Sab Mera Tu…)

ARSHI O.S.-YOU ARE MY EVERYTHING!

(Sab Mera Tu…)

xxx

It was a normal day again  in the RM…but something not so normal was going to happen today, something different, something special….

It had been two years now,that arnav and khushi had their arranged marriage…

Khushi was all as beautiful as a fallen angel…bubbly,talkative,charming….but only when she was alone in her home with HP… ,when her husband was back, she went almost mute…

Yes, she loved him and so did he, she knew he loved her..

But she was still scared of his mood swings even after 2 years of marriage…no one could predict what and when could awaken the ASR inside Arnav…

Arnav was a loyal and loving husband a girl could ever get…

He was as handsome as a prince charming,and his chocolaty eyes with hushky voice added to his looks…

He loved his wife khushi dearly,and her love and her mere presence in his life had changed him from ASR to Arnav…

But he never ever had the courage to show his soft side to anyone,not even khushi,he still had the same thought,that if he would be soft to the world,he would lose…

If he would be soft to his loved ones,and start loving them,showing them what they really meant to him,he would loose them..

He feared that if he lets his feelings out for khushi,fate would part them in someway or the other…

And I wont say his fear was wrong..

He had lost his mother long back when he was in his teens..,whom he loved the most….his father died before the day he was born in a plane crash…

He just had his Anjali Di,who was now happily married to Shyam Manohar Jha…a well known doctor…

He lived with his wife in the big RM….

Their was only HP,their very old servent who stayed with them whole day and assisted her in the household chores….

Arnav and khushi lived like any other normal couple…they were happy with each other,no complains, no demands…

She loved him and understood his fear very well….she knew why he was being tough to the world, but she could not understand why he was tough and why he needed to be all strong in front of her,she was his wife….but she never questioned him….she well respected him and his feelings…

On the other hand,arnav too understood her every need and made her happy in every possible way a husband make make his wife…

He did satisfy her every need…. Gifts and all was something he was not really much good at…

But he didn’t forget important dates and made a point to go out with her for dinner or lunch in a posh place on weekends….he believed in a loud life,as he was born and brought up in such a culture…

Their backgrounds were different..

khushi believed in simplicity,she dint want any loud lifestyle,she just wanted a simple life and a loving husband… but still she loved it when arnav would take her out at posh places and tried his best efforts to make her happy,well , who would’nt??

She was happy with her life and thanked her DM for the good days she had been gifted…

Today was their second marriage anniversary,and khushi was all restless from the start of the day…

Arnav noticed that she was tensed bout something…but what was it??

She moved the large quilt they shared at night and got up from the bed before arnav did and did her morning prayer…she adjusted her clothes properly remembering and blushing what happened last night….she looked at him and placed a kiss on his bare chest and whispered slowly….

Khushi-happy marriage anniversary arnavji….

his lower body was covered by the quilt they were sharing…but he was wearing a pair of shorts inside…she looked at the nail marks on his chest which may have taken place due to their little act last night and bit her tounge in guilt…she quickly got up from the bed and for her bath…

Arnav was half awake when she for the bathroom,..and left a naughty smirk when he left her lips on his nude chest…

He remembered the day when he first time met her….

---FLASHBACK---

It was his cousin’s wedding and he was not willing to go…his nani forsed him to come with her and he still thanks nani in his heart that she took him with her…

He was getting bored in the large marriage hall, and was waiting for the time when he has to leave….he did not have any interest in any marriage rituals, so he was continuosly on his blackberry typing some emails to his manager Aman about work…he nearly completed his work when he heard a soft, and sweet laughter from a distance….it was a female voice..his eyes moved to the direction from where he heard the laughter…

And there he saw her for the first time….she was wearing an orange chudidar, eating pani-puri and laughing with her friends….

He was least interested in seeing any girl…his nani was nagging him to get married from last few days but he dint pay a heed to it….

But it was something about this girl which attracted him…

Her small figure, which was really very small as compared to him…he would easily fold her in his protective arms, and she would fill in his arms perfectly….

She perfect curves, her hazel nut eyes, covered with slight kohl, and light makeup, her glossy lips tempting him to capture them…her smile, which made him smile….

Her long hair adding to her beauty…which were left open btw…

Arnav saw a little water of pani puri come out of her mouth from sides, he so wanted to take that in…but he managed to control his lusty desires….

He dint realize when he started thinking for this girl..….

“Khushi jaldi chal…” said one of her friends and she followed her friend with a great smile….

“So her name is khushi, nice name..just like her….” thought arnav …he smiled at seeing her smile…

The whole time during the wedding he had his eyes for her now…his blackberry was  long gone in side his pocket….

The wedding was done and Arnav was sitting somewhere near the mandap where the post marriage rituals were…he was getting a clear view of what was going on…he was least interested in the ritual,but he wantd to see this lively girl who was desperately waiting for the ritual to happen…

The bride was standing with her hands horizontal in air and was shaking the long hangings on he bangles….its said that which ever catches it, would get married first..

Khushi was anxiously waiting to catch the jewel which was supposed to make her marry to her prince charming soon….and yes, it happened….the hanging jewel from the bride’s banble fell in khuhshi’s hands and she jumped in exicetment….arnav could not disagree to himself that he had love at first site….

He was happy that khushi was happy,, but the next thought which came to him made him frustrate somewhere within…the thought that she will get married to someone now…

He got up from his seat and turned around to move out….he was about to leave when he felt soft hands on his shoulders and some light body weight on his back which made him jerk forward….

Arnav-What the f---

But he could not complete his sentence as he turned to see those same hazel nut eyes looking at him with apology in them…

Khushi’s friend preetika was running behind her as khushi was teasing her that preetika last and she won….she was looking back to see preetika if she was still following her..,but, before she could look in front, her front crashed with a hard back and she held the shoulders for balancing herself…

She was embarrassed  to fell on him…but she her embarrassment turned into a blush when she saw that she had fell on a very handsome man, who was all so sexy…with firm jaw and hard muscles…if looks could kill,she would probably be dead in his arms by now…

Both froze at the moment…

They both dint knew what to say next….

Khushi-am sorry wo, galti hamari hai hum wo----(am sorry,its my fault…I was---)

Arnav-its—a—ok---

He managed to speak…

Khushi turned to move when her leg twisted and her back was going to hit the floor, her eyes got closed as her reflex action and she waited till she fell down……but befor she could fall, a strong pair of hands captured her in his arms…

Yes,u all guessed it right…within fraction of seconds arnav moved towards the falling khushi and collected her in his arms…he slid his hands on her waist and his other hand on her upper back…..

She was wearing a backless chudidar,but it was nit visible to anyeyes as her long thick hair which were left open,covered her smooth milky back….[;)]

how could he leave her to fall when he was just behind her…!!! [:$]

he saw the fear on her face and her tightly closed eyes….

Arnav-are u okay??

She heard a hushky voice and opened her eyes….only to see, that her hands were around his nape…

They shared an eyelock…

******RABBA VE********

His hand’s contact to her bare bare was creating havoc inside both….

She was lost in those appealing eyes and so was he….but it was only he who broke the silence…

Khushi was dumbstruck….

She looked around to see if anyone noticed them,but to her concern, she was lucky as no one saw they in each others arm….

Khushi-hume upar khichiye…(pull me up…)

She did regret a little not choosing her words properly…

Arnav-(with a smirk)-what??

Khushi-hamara malab hai k hame chodiya,matlab chod mat dena..hamara matlab hai ke…(I mean leave me..i mean don’t leave me…)

She was not realizing what she was speaking….she was all lost in his touch…in his eyes…in his arms….in him…she was drinking his form as was he…

Arnav too was lost and was not in his sences …

Arnav-ghab rao mat….kabhi nahi chodunga……….(dont worry…I will never leave u…)

she could see his adam’s apple move when her soft skin came in contact to his….

Khushi-(hesitatedly)hamara matlab hai k hame chodiye,parhame girna mat dijiyega…(I mean leave me, but don’t make me fall)

Arnav pulled her instantly and she landed on his chest with an even more embarrassing situation for her….she landed on him and her lips clashed his hard cheeks….

Her soft body fitting in his hard masculine figure perfectly as he had imagined….

Her hands were in between their bodies and his were on her waist now…

Her eyes went wide and her mouth opened in an perfect ‘O’ after understanding that she mistakenly kissed a man…

She got even more embarrassed, but her crimson red cheeks dint go unnoticed by him…

He saw some hair strands caressing her cheeks but blocking her view…he tucked her locks behind her ears and and she closed her eyes…he looked at her lost form, before she realized what her position was…she opened her eyes and pushed his hands from her waist.. She released herself from him and ran away…

Now it would be totally unrealistic if I would say no one saw all this…[:P]

Nani was waiting for arnav as the marriage was over and they had to go, but arnav dint come at the parking where nani was waiting…so she moved up to find him, hust to get excited for what she saw…

She knew khushi’s background and within a few days made her way to khushi’s house with arnav, taking the marriage proposal from their side.…Arnav came to know that it was khushi whom he had come to see after they reached her home….

She came out with tea tray in her hand and that’s when thay both realized that this is the same person from the marriage whom they had fell for….

She gave the tray first to nani and then arnav ….she looked at him shyly and they both exchanged shy smiles…

Within minutes both the parties had agreed to get married and the date was fixed….marraige was arranged, but no one knew they had already fell in love….

And then, they got married from two months from that day….

---FLASHBACK ENDS---

Arnav-Happy marriage anniversary to u 2…

With a blushing smile on his face he wished her, who was not besides him, but was always with him…

She came out in a while…her open wet hair dripping water on the floor carpet, and her hazel eyes lost in some thought..

Her towel on her shoulder and her face covered with some fear…

She saw at him, who was asleep to her, and put the wet towel on the recliner… and took her dupatta from the closet…

Then she followed her regular routine, she took out arnav’s necessary clothes which he needed to wear after his bath and placed them inside the bathroom, making the water ready for him for his bath…

She then came out and was about to wake him up and ask him to go for his bath as she did everyday….

But no, she froze at his sleeping state….she slowly went and sat besides him….

He was asleep on his side of bed facing the ceiling…his one hands below his head and the other on his stomach..…

He looked like a baby when he was asleep, this is what she thought….

She adjusted herself near him and bent down to place a peck on his lips…

Her soft lips just touched his rough one and she moved back…..

Arnav who was half awake, was now fully awakened and and was surprised by his wife’s sudden behavior…yes,she did kiss him back every time when he kissed her,and also during their hot love-making sessions she would be wild enough, satisfying him till heights..

But never in these 2 years did he get a morning kiss from her…she was all his,but still she hesitated to initiate any intimate moment beween them,it had always had to be him,but once he started, she wont deny or object him to do anything,she did love him, only thing which held her back was that she was too shy….

Arnav was about to open his eyes st her this sudden move but he was taken back when he felt a water droplet on his left cheek….he realized she had been cring, he wanted to know why, he was getting restless….

But her next words made him come out of his thoughts and listen to wat she was feeling…

Khushi-arnavji, hame pata hai ke aap aise kyu hai….hame pata hai ke aap duniya ke saamne itne sakt kyu rehte hai….kyuki aap nahi chahte ke koi bhi aapka galat fayada uthaye…par hamare saamne itne saakht kyu??

(arnavji, I know why u r like this….why u be so hard in front of the world, coz no one takes u for granted…but why so hard in front of me??)

Arnav felt something in his heart when he heard her say that….he knew she knew why he had been so tough in front of her and the world…but she never questioned him,then why today suddenly??

Well,her next sentence may give him those answers…

Khushi-2 saal hogaye arnavji, hum aapko acche se jaante hai, aap hamare saamne bhi apne aap se parda kyu rakh rahe hai??kya humse anjane mei koi galdi hogayi hai??

(its been 2 years , and I know u very well now, y do u have to hide ur original self from me??have I unintentionally made any mistake??)

He wanted to pull her in a tight hug that very moment,but he wanted her to complete tell him what her feeling were,she barely told him her feelings and her desires…

Khushi continued-arnavji,hum aapke business ki bhasha nai jaante hai,par hum pyaar ki bhasha jaante hai…hum samajte hai,k aapne jo sab khoya hai,uske baad aapka darr laazmi hai, par aap apne dill ki baat humse kabhi bi nahi karte,kya hum aapke liye itne paraye hai??(I know language of love,not business,I understand that ur fear is justified after what all u have lost…but u never open ur heart to me,am I so strange to u??)

Arnav felt a punch in his heart his heart was taking over his mind today…he wanted to tell her all those things which he wanted to, from past two years….

She made her fingers through his untidy hair….

Khushi-Hum aapki patni hai, pata nahi aapke dill se yeh darr hum kaise nikale…humne apni oor se saari koshish ki hai, k hum aapka yeh darr mita de,ke aap jisse pyar karte hai wo aapko chodke chale jayenge…par hum nakaamyab hui…(I am ur wife,I don’t know when will I get success in getting out this fear from u,that whom u love will leave u and move away…I did all what I could do,but I failed…)

arnav was now very emotional, he was cursing himself for keeping his feelings away from her for so long…even if she understood him very well, he dint himself say out his feeling for her out loud….he wanted to share his each and every moment and thoughts, and feeling and emotions with her, but he failed to come out of the fake ASR shell which he build to keep himself away from the world..the ASR in Arnav took him over…

she took hold of arnav’s left hand which was on his stomach,and said-

khushi-Arnavji,hum aapse vada karte hai, k hum yahi hai, hamesha, aapke paas….app apna darr hata dijiya…pata nahi hum aapko kab puri tarah se apna bana paayenge….2 saal toh beet hei chuke hai, aur humara aapke liye intezar abbhi bi jaari hai….zindagi bahut choti hai..par hum intezar karenge,uss din ka,jis din aap apna dill hamare saamne khol ke apne saari feelings hame kahenge…hum aap pe kabhi bi koi dabaav nahi daalenge, hum intezar karenge, jab bhi aap hame puri tarah se apna mane, uss din ka…(arnavji, I promise u, that am right here always,besides u..u plz leave ur fear..i don’t know when I will be able to make u completely mine…its already 2 years,and my wait for u is still on…life is very short,but I will wait, for that day, when u urself will open up ur heart to me..i would not force u…but would wait for the day u completely accept me.. )

a lame tear left his eyes, which was not in his control anymore…yes he had accepted her long back, completely,but he was still reserved to himself in some ways…

she kept her head on his chest and leaned her half self on him….he automatically slid his hands on her waist, but she was too busy in saying her feeling to him that she dint notice that….

Khushi-Hame intezaar hai,tab ka, jab aap ASR se Arnav ban jaaye, duniya ke liye naa sahi, hamare liye…hame aur kuch nahi chahiye…yeh mehenge kapdo aur gheno mei hamari khushi nahi hai, hame bas aap chahiya…(I will wait for till u become Arnav  from ARS,if not for the world, atleast for me…I want nothing else…this costly clothes and jewellery are of no use to me…I don’t want them, I want only u…)

She hugged  him and uttered her next sentence with a blush on her face…

Khushi-aur hum DM se prarthana karenge, ke aap hame aane waale 9 mahino ke ander mill jaaye….(and I pray to DM, that I win u with in next 9 months…..)

And then,all went numb….Arnav’s heart skipped a beat…..did it mean that…oh yes….he was so happy and proud….he was not able to believe his life is falling so perfect…

His lips curved into a large smile and his eyes poured happy tears like anything….he was not able to react to this sudden news…..

Before he could react anything, he noticed that he was alone in the room….

He dint realize when she went away…

he was so lost firstly in her confession bout what she felt, and he had decided that its enough of staying away from his true feelings…. He will just tell her everything now….

And when he had framed his next sentence to finally speak to her,her next words make him freeze…yes,he loved his wife immensely and their love was going to get a name soon…he was going to become a father soon…he was so happily lost in these new feeling that he had never felt, and before he could take his khushi in a tight hug reality doomed him…..he was alone on his bed, and khushi was long gone….

She dint wake him up for telling him to go for his bath today….maybe she came to know he was awake…maybe not…

Mornings were never so exciting for him….he hurriedly went inside and took his shower and dressed in his office clothes which khushi had kept ready…he brushed his hair and adjusted his coat and looked at himself for the last time in the mirror before going down to his wife….all the time he was just smiling..

He told to himself..

Arnav-am sorry khushi…mujhe nahi pata the, k mere apne feelings share na kar pane ki vajah se, mere saath saath tumhe bhi chot puhoch rahi hai…tum sahi ho, zindagi bahut choti hai, aur aaj se, balki abbhi se mei apni zindagi ka har pal tumhare naam pe karne ja raha hu….

Aur ha, mujhe wo khushi wapas chahiye, jisse maine 2 saal pehle pyaar kiya tha…mai nahi chahta k tum kabhi bhi mere ya kisi ke bhi dar se chup raho… mujhe wo khushi wapas chahiye. Jisse maine 2 saal pehle dekhte hei apna dill de diya tha… mai yeh nahi keh raha k tum muhjse pyaar nahi karti, mujhe pata hai ke tum karti ho… par tumne apne aap k apne patni dharm aur kartavya ke mei apne aap ko kahin kho diya hai..uss khushi ko kho diya hai jisse maine 2 saal pehle dekha tha..bas aaj raat tak ka intazar hai…phir tumhe wo mil jayega, jiska tumne 2 saal tak intezar kiya hai…(am so sorry khushi, I dint know that by suppressing my feeling, not on I,but ur getting hurt too.and ya,u are right….life is small, and I want to live it large with u…

I also want the same khushi back whom I married 2 years before…I want u to talk and walk around freely, and not be afraid of the ASR inside me or anyone else.…I want that khushi whom I had fell in love with….i am not saying that u don’t love me, I know u do…but that khushi is lost somewhere in completing her wifely duties whom I met 2 years before.…just wait for tonight darling, and u will get to see wat u waited for in these two years….)

Arnav did his tie properly and buttoned up his sleeves….. he made his way down where khushi was making his breakfast ready, her dupatta was crossed down in a knot as if she had loads of work to do with this dupatta on her..…

Arnav sat on the dining chair and khushi passed him the newspaper with a smile…

He smiled back and asked khushi who was now appling butter on his toast..

Arnav-khushi, tumne mujhe subah utaya kyu nahi??(why dint u wake me up in the morning..)

Khushi froze for a second and then served the buttered toast in his plate and told him without looking at him..

Khushi-wo- -hame lage - -ke aap shayad thak gaaye honge ne..iss liye- - hum ne- -…(Wo, I thought - - u must be –tired….thats why- -I - -)

She stammered…but said it…

Arnav was chewing his toast and reading the newspaper while making his conversation to his epitome of beauty…

his eyes were dug in the newspaper, but his ears and full concentration was just on her..in her voice…

Arnav-and why did u think that??

Khushi-wo kal raat humne…(coz yesterday night we- - )

Arnav smirked but dint speak anything further…he knew his wif well in these 2 years…he knew she would have been embarrassed and shy by her own words….he dint lok up at her, but could surely imagine her face which would have gone all red…

Khushi was truly shy over her statement, she always spoke up what was there in her mind, which sometimes placed her in a embarrassing situation, as now…..

She turned around ..

Khushi-HPji…arnavji ka juice aur davaiya humne kitchen shelf pe he rakhe hai.wo le ai ye ga…(HPji, I have kept arnavji’s juice and morning medicines ready…bring them here….)

Arnav so thanked her DM for making khushi a part of his life….life was now perfect for him….she so much cared for him, he too did, but dint show much…

Well, “love is the feeling to show, not hide” he always remembered khushi’s this line, and now, he was going to implement it too….

HP came out and handed khushi the tray of juice and medicines and went back in the kitchen to complete his work….

Khushi sat down on the chair besides her husband and he put the newspaper aside to take a view of his beautiful wife….she gave him the medicine and juice…

She made her breakfast and finshed it while arnav was again in his newspaper….least she knew his mind was planning out things for tonight..

He folded the newspaper neatly and kept it aside for HP to take it away later…

Arnav-khushi, am going for the office, and will try to come home early today…

You be ready, I am taking u out today…

Khushi looked above at him and her expressions told him how happy she was…

She just nodded with a blush on her face…arnav bent down to hold her head softly in his hands,and placed a peck on her fore-head and wished her-

Arnav-“happy marriage anniversary…will see  u tonight…”

He said that and moved to the door leaving a happy, smiling khushi behind….

She had also finished her breakfast and got up to put her plate in her kitchen sink, when his voice made her turn around to him…

Arnav-btw khushi, I was not tired in the morning due to our previous night’s act…I never am…he smirked at her …..and before she could register the meaning of his words, he had left seeing khushi’s confused face…..

It was then khushi realized what he meant and her heart skipped a beat…she was surprised to hear such naughty words from him…they did make love, but he dint make any comments on that, at least not in front of her….

She blushed and left for the kitchen, waiting for the hours to pass and evening to come…

It was evening, she was ready in a red saree, with alter neck blouse and deep cut in front..it was low back blouse, and the saree was  simple, as she liked, but a designer one.., surely one from the best AR collection….

She wore her mangal sutra and filled her hair  partition with sindoor.. did a light make up and applied kohl to enhance those beautifull eyes….. wore a set of red bangles which she was gifted by Arnav, which she wore n their marriage, they were 2 years old, but very special to her, it was his first gift to her…

She did her hair and left them open..as he liked…

Applied a strawberry flavoured lip-gloss…which was his favorite again, though he had not told her that, but she knew it…

She wore a small chunni on her small nose and was ready for going out with her husband….she was really excited today…

She felt him a little different today…his behaviour, his body language…his expressions, his way of speaking ….all was different today…but she was happy with this change in him..

She liked his naughtiness…

She was waiting for him anxiously tonight, not because she wantd to go out and enjoy, but she was damm eager to give him the happy news which she dint knew Arnav knows…

She was a little scared inside thinking what would his reaction be??

will he too be excited??

will he get angry??

is he even ready….yes, he knew somewhere inside her, that they both were ready  to move ahead…

She was just searching for words to tell him bout his greatest achievement of his life, which will come in this world in next 9 months..….

She waited and waited, but he dint come….she thought was time gone on hold, or was it only her who thinks that the clock is not ticking…it was almost 9 pm and she was still counting minitues…

Her hopes were getting down….she was alone in the house, as she had gave HP a leave for the rest of the day…

She was pacing n the front front from last 20 minutes and was about to move inside..when she heard his car rush in the gates of RM…

Her face lit up seeing him get out of the car….she was not at all angry n him but very happy seeing him come back…

He parked his car and was froz on the driving seat, not able to move out of the car afte watcing his wife waiting for him…he was always mesmorised by her looks, but the glow on her face was different today…may be because she was- - -he just smiled at the mere thought while drinking her beauty throw his eyes…

He managed to move out of the car to reach his aim..

He took out his laptop back and made his way to the entrance door where she was standing…

He was feeling very hurt to disappoint her and to keep her waiting…..but what made him more regret for being late was that she was not mad at him for getting late….she never was mad at him till date….ever….

He came near the entrance and khushi could read the sorry expression on his face….she knew he was not good at words, and she never expected him to speak up either…she just gave him an assuring smile that she is ok and collected the laptop bag from his hand…..

She smiled at him, but he too knew her well, she was a little disappointed somewhere, but she was too good to make issues out of these small things…

She took the laptop bag from his hands and moved to the drawing room and kept the bag there n the sofa….she came back from the kitchen with a glass of water to him who was seated n the sofa waiting for her, …he took the glass from her and asked while roaming his eyes around....

Arnav-where is HP??

Khushi-wo humn aaj unhe chutti dedi..(I giv him a leave for the day..)

She said that and took the empty glass from his hand.. She was about to go to the kitchen but he held her wrist and she turned to face him….

Arnav gestured her to come and sit besides her and she kept the glass on the table besides and sat besides her husband….

He held her hands in his and started pouring his feelings out…

Khushi just stared at him with a blank expression…

Arnav-khushi am sorry I was late because- -

But before he could finish she cut him off….

Khushi-humne aapse safai maangi??nahi na.hame pata hai ke kuch zaruri kaam aa gaya hoga…warna aap itni der tak nahi rukte…..(did I ask for any explaination??no….u don’t need to tell me, I know it would  have been something important for u…or else u would not have stayed back…)

Arnav-ya khushi, actually those Mehta and Mehta companies had came for the final meet regarding our new campaign…all the necessary documents had to be prepared today, and so I had to stay…tomorrow we will seal the contract by signing….i would have called u up but- - -I know today is an important day for us but- - -

Khushi understood what he felt and why he was late….she cupped his face and said to relax him…

Khushi-koi baat nahi arnavji….hum samajhte hai…hum ne kab aapse koi safai maangi??(it does not matter….did I ask an explaination??)

Arnav-then ask na….

Khushi confused..she frowned her eye brows and asked…

Khushi-kya??

Arnav-ya khushi,ur my wife,haq hai tumhara, mujhpe… tum mujhe kuch bhi puch sakti ho..i don’t  mind… (ur my wife khushi, u have all the rights on me… u have th full authority to questin me….)

He said with a deep look in her eyes…

Khushi-arnavji, yeh aap achanak aise kyu - - -(arnavji, why all of a sudden- - -)

Arnav-achanak nahi khushi, I wanted to be open to u from a long time, but I was scared, scared tat I will lose u…

Khushi-par aap ko darr kiss baat ka hai arnavji, I am here for u, always….

Arnav-I know khushi, I am just- - -u know how was my past…how I lost who I lov- - -

Khushi-sshhh….kuch kehne ki zarurath nahi, hum sab samajhte hai…..(sshh…u don’t need to say anything, I understand..)

She made the grip n his hands tight..

Arnav-i know ke tum sab samajhti ho… par aaj mai samaj gaya hu, ke pyar chupane ki nahi, dikhane ki cheez hai..aaaj mujhe bolne do, jo mai 2 saal se nahi kh paya..(I know u understand me very well, but today, I have understood something… that love is the emotion which u have to show, not hide…. Let me speak what I dint spak for kast 2 years….)

She could not hold on, he called him into a tight hug…almost falling on him…. He was moved a little back due to her sudden push on him, but he balanced himself and held her by the waist….. pulling her close to him in all ways possible….

Her eyes dripping small teardrops on his t shirt and her heavy breathing on him making him grip her tighter…

Khushi-kahiye arnavji.. hum sunna chahte hai…hame iss din ka kab se intezaar tha jab aap hame puri tarah se apna maan lenge, aur apne dill ki har baat hame kahenge.…(say all what u have arnavji… I waited long for this day when u would accept me fully and open up ur heart to me..)

They both were silent in their hug before he broke the hug and and her calm not letting anymore of her tears come out….

He wiped her tears and pecked her closed eyes.. she had her hands on his arms….

Arnav-khushi, plz don’t say k maine tumhe apnaya nahi hai..i have accepted u from the very first day of our marriage… its just that I take a while to open up… and this time, I took much much time….i never felt tat u were sme strnger…so u don’t even think that…..

Am sorry for making u wait so much…. I promise u that I will never hide any feeling from u…..I want u in every way…

Khushi smiled back and put her index fingers on his lips….she was very touched by his small confession, which meant so much to her….

Khushi-ssshhh….u don’t need to be sorry arnavji…better late than never….atleast ur open to me now….am very happy….u made my day today….

She put her head on her hubby’s chest and her caressed her hair…

Suddenly she shot up..

Khushi-arnavji…

Arnav-what happened khushi??

Arnav-arnavji what did u mean by u want me in every way…am all yours…

She blushed at her last statement….

Arnav-khushi, what I meant was, that I want the real u, whom I met 2 years earlier, in the marriage of my cousin…that lively khushi..that sweet khushi who always used to run here and there and kept all her surrounding cheerfull all the time….tell me, are u scared of me?? Why did u change so much….

Khushi was all expressionless…she was blank…

Arnav-khushi, I know u have excepted me, is there any problem… I mean do u- -

Khushi-nahi arnavji….koi problem nahi hai….(no problem)

Arnav-then why khushi??

Khushi-arnavji, hum ne socha ke aapko shor sharaba pasand nahi hai….aur hame yeh bhi pata hai, ke aapko sab kuch thik samay pe aur sab kuch acche se accha chahiye… iss liye hum-- -

Arnav-who tld u all that khushi??i mean,, yeah,, dats was true, but only till u entered my life….i never asked u to change….i know u have already sacrificed  2 years of being u for me….but plz no more…I can never change or  return these 2 years, but I promise to be a good husband…

Khushi again leaned herself on him and he too returned the hug..

Khushi-u dnt need to be srry arnav ji, I know u have also changed a lot, and tried to do many things for me which were much difficult for u…and btw, ur already the best husband a girl could ever get…..

Arnav chuckled with khushi’s last sentence….

Khushi-plus, I would always b myself when u would not be there..

She said breaking the hug…

Arnav-what the—u meand u would sing and dance in front of that HP too!!

She could see some jeolousy on his face and she hit him playfully on his chest..

She pecked her eyes wide and bit her tounge when she did that…she never used to hit him, never in these 2 years…..she got a little shy….and turned her face to look everywhere but at him..

Arnav chuckled again and gave her a side hug…

Arnav-relax Mrs.khushi kumari gupta SINGH RAIZADA.pati hu mai tumhaara,hak hai tumhara,mujhpe….she was blushing hard and so she dig her face near his color bone getting drowned into the natural odour of her husband…

Arnav was very contented that he was finally able to open  up and get his original khushi back in the same day….

Arnav-much changes are going to cme now in our life, haina khushi…

Khushi who was  blushing in his arms was now a bit taken away in her thought and I was not late when arnav shook her to make her come back in this world….

Arnav-khushi, kya hua??

Khushi stammered…she was finding words..

Khushi-arnavji,I have some - - some - - - news for u…..

Arnav-khushi, you want to tell me something??… go on… don’t feel awkward…. Am ur husband remember…

She looked at him and then again everywhere….starting playing with the pallu of her saree, fidgeting its free end…

She thinnd her lips and was about to open her mouth when he said…

Arnav- u can tell me anything… I have promised to open up my heart to u.. now don’t u think that u should do the same don’t have any fear.. i won’t eat u up..

She smiled on his last line and looked at him in his eyes…

Khushi- arnavji, I know we just started our relationship all over again from now…. But u know we are already married for 2 years..

Arnav-yah, so??

Arnav knew wat was coming next, he was was playing with her… he was dying to hear the good news from her…..

Khushi-arnavji…

She was breadhing heavily…she was blushing till now,but suddenly a far covered her mind, what if he does not want the child??

What if arnav ji says that we are just starting a new life and this child is a- -

But other side she was thinking at all the happy laughs of arnav….

What if he also was longing for a child like me…

I know he wont deny me to keep our child…I fully trust him….but what if he is not wanting the child and tells yes only for my happiness…..

I know we just confessed our love to each other,but- - - suddenly she remembered something….

OMG,they both  had still not said the three golden words to her….

She looked directly in his eyes and he was confused with the straight expression she was giving….

Khushi asked directly-arnavji, why did u tell yes to marry me??

Arnav was all puzzled as this question from n where came and stood in front of him…

Arnav-because I liked u….

He said calmly…..with a husky tone…khushi would a gone lost in this deep soft husky voice, but it was not time for that….

Khushi-only liked??

She asked tilting her head a little, with a question mark n her face….

Its then when it dawned to him that they had never said I L[L]VE U…and no other moment would have been perfect then now thought arnav…

So without sparing any time in between, he took her hand in his, made her look her her , and both looked in each others eyes…

And as promised, arnav poured in feeling out…

Arnav-coz I had fell for u when I saw u for the first time khushi..

Khushi’s breathe was stuck in between in windpipe and lungs….she got goose-bumps all over her body….her small eyes went big and her blushing face opened up to form a perfect “O”……her lips shivered and she broke the eye contact from his chocolaty one….

She then realized that she was not breathing and finally took galps of air into her lungs…her heaving chest showing how she was breathing hard and how she was tring to accept the reality that THE great ASR had fallen for this small town CHICK in their first meet..

The tortures were not over yet, and so ASR threw his next expression of his feeling, which made khushi go ice cold under his touch…..

Arnav-I fell in love with u khushi, from the very first moment I saw u…yes khushi, I LOVE U…(she too had fell for him, but had never thought that  it could be love, which she thought she had seen in his eyes…)

He continued..

Arnav-from the time I saw u and your excitement to get those jewels from the brides bangles fall in ur hand which were a sign that u can get married soon…(she smiled looking at her surroundings,she dint knew that she was being watched by him at that moment…she  blushed…)although I dint like the thought that u will get married to someone else ,and not me…but destiny made us one soon…the fate was on my side…

(he was a little emotional saying former…and she just gave him an AWWW look…she felt happy hearing his possessiveness for her….)

She was a little much touched, to hear her husband talk about destiny and fate…..but she dint interrupt and let him continue….she looked at him waiting to hear more…she could not get enough from him tonight…

He continued..

Arnav-I LOVE U from the time u fell in my arms and kissed my cheeks accidentally, making a thousand lightening pass in my body in a single second…(he smiled at this and she blushed remembering the small embarrassing situation and looked down…)

I LOVE U from the time I tucked ur locks behind ur ears and u closed ur eyes not able to take my touch, my torture on you…(she closed her eyes  and made her grip on his hands tighter…he noticed this and tried to lighten the situation..,)

He said...

Arvan-btw, I loved  that effect of mine on u…(she opened her eyes and looked at him…he smirked and winked at her at her smile broke out in a big grin….)

She looked in his eyes and could see the love which he was showing hr from past two years, but just with his actions, not with his words….

Khushi was all blank, blushing, happy, grinning, and hyperventilating…..she could not stop the grin on her face, nor her heavy breathing ,nor her racing heart…she was having a cute and a sweet dizzy feeling….

She was all lost in his eyes again and completed the long awaited confession from her side…

Khushi-I love u 2 arnavji…..

He looked at her soft shivering lips and she looked at his rough ones….

And the next moment he captured her soft petals and she sucked his hard lips…

This was their first kiss after their love confession…although they had kissed before and much much more…

but this kiss was full of love…it was pure, and soft, and complete.. satisfying the souls within them…

she parted for taking some oxygen and it is then when she finally said it…

She placed her head near his collar bone and rounded her hands around his back holding him in his firm grip….her small fists crushing his coat from behind…..

khushi-arnavji…

she closed her eyes and he held her in his protective shield….waiting for her to speak….

arnav-am waiting…..

khushi-arnavji,- - hamaare pyaar ko naam milne wala hai…am - - am pregnant……

two small tears escaped his eyes….yes,he was complete now….

She looked at him and he opened his eyes to see her….

Arnav-finally u said it…

Khushi with a confused expression…

Khushi-aapko pata tha,par kaise- - (u knew that???how I mean- - - )

then it dawned her…

she stood up from the sofa,had took a few steps ahead…

she went dumb for a while understanding that how he got all the courage to speak up his feelings today….she got it why he finally expressd himself to her today… it then striked her that he was awake when she was confessing her feeling to him in the morning..

khushi-iska matlab aap subah mei jag rahe thee??(so u were awake in the morning??)

She asked him as if still not sure…

Arnav too stood up and went behind her.. sliding his hands inside her saree on her belly….under her soft bossoms … caressing  her smooth belly…her back hit his chest and she closed her eyes…..

 Arnav-ha, aur k tarah se accha he hai k mai jag raha tha, wrna tumhari DM he jaane ke aur kitna tim lag jata hame eek dusre se apne dill ki baat kehne mei….(yup….and am glad I was ….. or else only ur DM knows how much more time we would have taken to confess bout our love….)

She opened her eyes and turned around…arnav dint leave her,but shifted his hands from her belly to her waist…..she rounded her right hand on his nape and left on rested on his upper chest…and covered the distance between them….

Khushi-ha arnavji…accha he hai ke aap jag rahe theee…kyuki yeh sab hamare liye bahut maayne raakta hai….aasp he hamara sab kuch hai….(yeah arnavji…ur right..am glad that u understood me….coz u are everything to me….)

Arnav-ya khushi, mere liye bhi sab kuch tum he ho…..sab mera tum ho…(ya khushi, u are every thing to me…)

She rested her head on his chest and her caressed her head..placing soft kisses on her forehead..they stayed like that for a while…

Then they saw in each others eyes and a smile playing on their faces….both blushing…

Khushi-aur hamara baby??

She questioned…

She questioned with a question mark on her face, and Arnav could just smile at her inncent question….he moved behing her,pulling per close to him so that her bare back hit his rough coat….he pulled her softly and moved his hands on her lower belly, as if caressing their secret of love who was just a month old in her belly, and pecked her opn shoulders making her shiver under his touch…

Arnav-wo bhi khushi…tum se he tumse har baat hai….sab mera tum dono he toh ho…(ya khushi, you both are my everything….)

Khushi blushed under his strong yet soft hold n her…she kept her left hand which was still holding the rose on his hands which covered her belly, and with her right hands she cupped his face, still remaining in the same position…she felt very secure and complete being in his arms, his mere touch made her fall in love with herself….she closed her eyes and rested her head on his front… by moving it a little back…(plz use ur creative imagination for this [:$]), a smile playing on her lips..a smile of completeness…. She had no fear now… nor in her heart, nor in hr mind…. She always knew he lved her, but by confessing it tnight, made her hart bounce and made her feel complete..getting lost in his arms and in his touch she said…

Khushi-hamare liye bhi….aap he hamara sab kuch ho…kal tak saase aur hamari dhadkan puri hokar bhi adhuri thi,par aaj, puree hai ….hum bahot khush hai arnavji…(u too arnavji, u are my everything too… till yesterday, I was complte, but still incomplete, but  feel complete today…I am very happy today arnavji…)

Arnav-mai bhi….I love u khushi, and I cant wait to see the the result f my love, my baby, out baby, and I promise to be the best father by all means…..

She opened her eyes and pulled his hands from her belly and kissed them with all love she had in her heart…

She turned under his secure hug and hugged him tight without leaving his touch.….and he too hugged her with all the love and passion he had inside him, after-all he had to love her even more now, to compensate for the unsaid feeling within him from last 2 years…….both had their eyes closed, she rested her self on his chest and he had his head rested on her head...kissing her fore head occasionally ….he pulled out of their comfort and loving hug, and went to where his laptop bag was lying on the sofa….

She was confused but a smile came captured her lips when she saw him approaching with something in his hand…

Arnav gave her one single full bloomed red rose and waited for hr to accept it.she accepted it with tiny tears of contented and moved to hug him… he face looked a little low and he said…

Arnav-am sorry khushi, I could not make it early tonight… I dint have much time to buy a precious gift for u…I saw this rose on my way back and I remembered u…its not costly but- -

He looked down holding her and but she held his chin and looked him in his eyes….his brown killing eyes…,

Khushi- but I still loved it, u know why, coz it carries the love which u have in ur heart for me…in the last 2 years u have given me many costly gifts, and those were also from u with love ,but this one single rose ( she held the rose and touched it to her heart) speaks a lot being silent…. I don’t want any precious or costly thing arnavji, it is only the feeling that matters while passing a gift, not the price tag of the gift…. This is the first time u have gifted me a rose, and i have no words to describe the amount of happiness that I am carrying right now…..

She really had no words to describe how this night had changed her life, and only she knew ,how much she was waiting for tomorrow to make a new beginning with him, to start with forever…

He was so touched by the words of the l[L]ve f his life…. He kissed her small fists, the one which held his chin, and the one which had the red rose in her left hand which was still close to her heart…all she could do was blush with his moves..he cupped her small face in his strong hands, kissed her checks softly and then her closed eyes…he placed a peck on the side of her lips and  she held his shoulders for support…

She sighed at this familier, but somehow a new feeling, as things seemed to be a little different after the small confession…she smiled and licked his bottom lip playfully with her eyes closed, and but he opened his eyes realizing that she has initiated something intimate from her side, today was surely his day, and he too was waiting to see a new sun tomorrow… realizing that he had stopped moving, she opened her eyes to see him staring at her flushed face … she removed her hands which held his manly name and she was about to move away when he held her wrist and made her turn to face him again….both the young hearts beating at their beat speeds….

She blushed looking down, but he had all his eyes on her now crimsn cheeks…. He put her hands circling his back… he pulled her close to his chest without letting any distance between the two bodies, which complimentd each other, as they fit in each other as if two lost puzzle piece were joined together …he had his left hand on her lower back, almost holding her right buttock….he could feel her fast breath on her chest and she could too, but on her nape, as he had bent a little down to her…

He licked her lips and she who had waited so long desperately parted her mouth to let him in….soon their tongues were playing with each other and after a which of exploring ach other, they pulled out for breadth…she dug her head in his chest and placed butterfly kisses on his bare chest, which was open to her as she had opened his first three shirt buttons….

He felt pleasure in his body making his senses go lost….

They would later explore the remaining corners of the house soon, in absence of HP [:P]  but right now,before he could loose it forever and start doing something, which was meant take place in their bedroom right now, he Happily and with pride, he took her in his arms to his room, for marking her soul in his name, forever again…

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