Chapter 7
Entering the DM temple,she prayed to her DM and rung the bell..
Khushi took the Prasad and bowed down in front of DM..
She was not able to deal with her life and ended up crying her heart out infront of her best friend,her DM..
She sat down hear a pillow and rested her back to sit comfortably..she started weeping slowly keeping her purse besides her on the floor..her low sighs were barely audible..so anyone else could not listen to her sighs'
She was confused with what to do next?she took out the doctors reports and kept staring at the file..should she tell her husband what he had the right to know?her heart was saying that yes she should..but she was still thinking to leave him.it was just a matter of 1 month..and then for anjali di's sake,she had to be apart from the love of her life, her Arnavji..and then he would forget that he married a middle class girl like her whom he thought he loves..
She remembered the night which led to her pregnancy..
*FLASHBACK*
-4 months back-
He held her hand and they ran and ran till they escaped the kidnappers and reached a hut,where they were sure they will be safe..
It was pouring heavily outside and both the souls were already drenched..he knew that khushi had a tendency to catch cold soon after getting drenched in the rains..she was searching for some fire production possibility..
The cottage was dark inside and she was stuck to his body because of her scared feeling towards darkness..
Arnav had asked her to leave his hand but she denied..
Khushi-nahi arnavji,hame apne aap se dur mat kijiye,hume akele mei darr lagta hai..(dnt leave me,I am scared being alone ')
She held his right arms tight,not ready to leave any any cost..
He still managed to take her firm grip off his arms and made her sit on the hay which lay on the corner of the hut..
He cupped her face and said..
Arnav-khushi,khushi'sshh..i am here'just a minute..i will try to get some lights..mujhe pata hai ke tumhe andhere se darr lagte hai..(I know ur scared of dark..)
He got up, and Khushi protested getting hold of his hand.. He made her sit again..
Khushi-nahi arnavji,aapne shayad thik se suna nahi,humne kaha hame akele mei darr lagta hai,andhere se nahi..(u dint hear me properly..i said I am scared of being alone,not from darkness..)
He could see what her heart was saying..she was craving to be with him..the sleepless nights she spent without him were no more hidden as her eyes spoke volumes..
He sat besides her and she kept her head in his lap..he caressed her wet hair..
Khushi-arnavji..
Arnav-hmm?
Khushi-hum aapse kuch kehna chahte thee..najane kabse..par use pehle hum ek baat saaf kana chahte hai..(since when I wanted to tell u one thing, but before that, I want to make something clear..)
She took her head up from his lap and looked In his eyes..he looked her teary eyes and was about to question her when she said..
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Khushi-hame bolne dijiye..pata nahi phir kabhi mauka mile na mile..(let me speak today..)
He cupped her face and nodded..
She was scared,but she had to clear out everything tonight..she dint knew what would happen
after that..but she knew..her heart said that all was going to set in correct order from tonight..she held his hand which was holding her face and gulped before closing her eyes..
She took a deep breath and said..
Khushi-shyam ne yeh sab kiya hai..aapka kidnap,hamare bich mei tanaav,ye sab uski wajah se hai..hamara vishwaas kijiye..(shyam is the culprit after ur kidnap and the MU's between us..believe me..)
Arnav was not surprised to know this..he had a lot of time to think on the past events after his kidnaaping..he so wished to travel back in the time when all the MU started..he so regretted doubting his lady love and her love for him..
He closed his eyes and looked away not able to meet her eyes..
Khushi continued..
Khushi-kya yeh sach jaanne ke baad,aap hame apni zindagi mei shamil karenge?hamei aapke paiso se koi matlab nahi hai arnavji..hum aapse- -hum- - hum aapse pyar karte hai arnavji..beinteha pyar..(after knowing all this,will u give me a little space in ur life,I don't bother about ur money..i just-- - i- - I love u arnavji- - I love u very much..)
He looked at her and she looked at him..their eyes met and their hearts lost..freash tears still rolling from her eyes..
Khushi-hamara vishwaas kijiye arnavji..hamare aur shyam ke bich mei kuch bhi nahi tha,nahi hai,nahi kabhi ho sakta hai..unhone dhoke se aur zabardasti se humse mangni ki thi.(believe me.. there was nothing between ur,nor can anything possibly be!he cheated and forcibly got engaged with me..)
That's it..the ASR was back..his blood was boiling and he fisted, but his heart was melting by her continues tears..
Khushi-hum aapse bahot zyada pyaar karte hai arnavji,aapki nafrat ab humse sahi nahi jayegi..hame - -apna bana - - lijiye..hame apna- -- lijiye'hum aapke - -bina ji - - nahi paayenge.. hume apne se - -alag mat kijiye arnav ji,mat kijiye..
She said between her sobs and at last started crying out loud..
He could never digest her tears..her cupped her face and felt very desperate and helpless at the moment..how he wished to set things right..
he kissed her forehead..
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He was dumbstruck to do anything..he gulped and cupped her face and kissed her tears and confessed his love the very next moment..
Arnav-I am so sorry khushi,the day I forced u to marry,I was going to propose u that day..i loved u since I too don't know khushi..
She was over joyed listening to this.her sobs turned into smile knowing her first love would not be incomplete and life had given her a second chance to love and to be loved..her heart was over joyed and she felt everything fell on place..she smiled in her tears,but the only difference was that the tears were the tears of joy now..
she hugged him tight making him fall on the hay and she fell on him'his back resting on the hay and she resting on him ..his hands around her waist and her around his nape..her soft body crushing on him from their fronts and their lower and upper bodies hitting each other at the perfect spots..
Arnav-khushi I love u..i trust u.. its not me who is worthy to choose ur love..its u who has to choose..whether to forgive me or punish me..
She pulled out of his embrace and placed her index finger on his lips and kissed his eyes and cheeks and then looked into those chocolaty eyes and said..
Khushi-there is no question to ask for forgiveness, because I never considered u did a mistake..it was all bound to happen and so it happened..it was pre-planned by destiny..i love u arnavji,and will love only u my entire life'
She bent down and closed the distance between their lips and kissed him.. he kissed her back with all the love that he had hidden with in him secretly, and their love was coming into existence.. their little secret love..
she was so waiting to be in his embrace, for him to accept her and her love..for him to love her unconditionally as she did..
and then.. None of them knew, when his shirt was gone..
Their moment came.. He came on her and her heart beats raced as her chest heaved on his face..
She turned around not able to surrender.. She was feeling very different.. She wanted him to mark her his, but she was feeling so shy.
She closed her eyes showing him her back..
Arnav pulled her lightly by her shoulder, and she gave him her approval to move on..
She dint seem to be so open, he got up feeling he was forcing his desires on her.. He sat on the hay..
She opened her eyes not able to see him on her..
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She turned around and felt the guilt he was feeling.. She turned around completely, and put her hand on his shoulder..
Khushi-Arnavji, hame apna banalo.. plz..(Arnavji, make me your..)
He hugged her that instand and she gripped him, never to leave again..
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he pulled the hug in a while, and leaned on her..
He leaned more and his breath caressing her face, forced her to close her eyes, and feel him just by his just by his touch..
He looked at her and touched her tender arms, she opened her eyes slightly, and saw him, asking if he con move on?
She nodded a yes with a smile, and there went off her dupatta.. her back dori's were pulled..
and there, they united for-ever..
She was feeling everything complete today..finally everything was sorted out and they became one that night..everything was perfect as they managed to escape the other day after capturing their love for each other, with each other..
He saw her sleeping.. and said..
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Arnav-Khushi, I love u.. U are mine.. for-ever..
he slept besides her..
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*FLASHBACK ENDS*
Arnav saw the DM temple just before his eyes and he dint know why,he thought maybe its some indication for him to move inside,as his car stopped just there and also his di had asked him to go to the same DM temple today only..
His heart was telling him, khushi was somewhere around.. the air around him was caring her personal scent..He hurried to the temple taking two steps at a time..
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The doctor had asked her not to work much as she was quite feeble..but she had no one to support her in this state..she had hidden this fact from everyone at RM and GH..she had to move out to GH,or else she would not stop dedicating her time to the Raizada's which she loved to..
But she had to move out,not for anyone else's but her baby's sake..for the health of her baby..However strong she was being from the outside,only she knew how much alone she felt inside..these days are supposed to be the best days of a womans life,and here she was not at all comfortable,as she herself had decided to hide the biggest secret of her true love..how can she even tell, when she had already made her mind to leave her love, her husband, her Arnavji..
She dint knew that one night would change her entire life..she had gone through many hardships in life,but this was the biggest challenge which life had placed before her,and she accepted it with a smiling face..
She still never regretted that night..it was the most beautiful night that ever happened to her..those feelings which she experienced that night,which she thought would never return to her now, were the best feelings a human, especially a woman can possibly feel!
Tears were waiting to pour and pour till she felt herself getting dizzy..The sight of DM's idol and the pujari doing the aarti preparations started to blur and she stood up'she knew she was weak, and all this weeping session added to her bad health.. she was not at all feeling well..
She collected the doctor's file and kept it in her bag.. she wanted to reach home ASAP.. she started walking towards the stairs when her head spun around and she kept her hand on her head and closed her eyes..the pujari of the temple saw this and rushed to help this young lady..
The purse from her hand fell and so did the contents in them..
She was just going to hit the ground and was waiting to feel the pain on her back when a familiar touch took her into his embrace and she knew she was secure..
"Ar-navji.." she managed to speak before getting unconscious in his arms..
Yes, he did reach there.. the signs he got he knew she was here and it was her DM's hint for him to move up to the temple, as his heart too said, to reach up for her who was in need of him.. he rushed to her to take her in his arms and saw her closing her eyes before saying-"Ar-navji.." before saying his name..
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