Arshi FF - Hidden Secret Of their True Love - Chapter 33

Chapter 32

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Chapter 33

(above banner by me.. )

Arnav yelled holding Khushi's hands.. He still dint look at her, and ordered HP who came there..

ASR-Get Khushi's dinner in MY Room within next 5 minutes.. A minute late, and ur off to ur village.. Got it?

ASR was BACK and this time he wont be quite so soon.. The family was quite for now, and so was ASR.. But was this the silence which usually happens prior to a storm? May be YES..

HP nodded and was about to leave when ASR interrupted him..

ASR-HP.. Before brining her dinner, clean that..

He pointed to the Whiskey Glass Bottle's remains which was shattered on the ground.. HP nodded and not waiting there for even a second, ASR pulled Khushi UP with him to their room to leave the Family quite and speechless..

***

ArShi Room..

ASR came inside His Room pulling his Wife along.. Once inside, he closed the door and turned to find his wife moving back, as he moved towards her.. In seconds he took two steps to hold her upper arms the way he used to, and gripped them tight..

Khushi dint understand what was going on and hissed to free her self from this grip and looked at him with a nervous face..

ASR-What do u think of urself? U will try and get away from me?

Khushi's heart ached.. Why was he saying that? He was surely hurt by her words today, and she closed her eyes feeling the effect of her words still fresh in his mind and opened her mouth to apologize when ASR crushed her towards him and ordered her..

ASR-Kahi nahi jao gi tum, SAMJHI TUM? (U wont go anywhere, UNDERSTOOD?)

Khushi jumped a bit feeling his ASR form and looked down for him to hold her chin rudely and make her look up in his eyes..

ASR (grits his teeth)-Did u hear me? Then REPLY DAMMIT.. Tum mujhe chhod ke kahi nahi sakti.. (U cant leave me Khushi..) U cant!

Khushi-Ar -  -

ASR (firmly)-Its JUST a Contract Marriage for u..? U had been counting days to be free from me, right?

Khushi (looked sideways trying to get out of his grip)-Leave me Arnavji, I - -

Arnav who was ASR, just gripped her more tightly not letting her either move or continue any of her incomplete words..

ASR-Maybe I married on u some other CONTRACT BASE, but now, u cant leave me so easily dammit.. Do u understand? *flares his nose* Tumhare liye bas kuch hei dino ki baat hai na? Okay.. I know how to handle u well.. Mai bhi dekhta hu, kaise jaati ho tum.. U don't know that - -

Khushi-Arnavji. Arnavji.. Arnavji.. ARNAVJI..

Khushi panicked as Arnav's grip on her thin arms when loose and his feet trembled to move backwards.. He left Khushi and started blinking his eyes and held his head.. Khushi got it.. Neither Arnav have his food properly, and being a diabetic patient he was, drinking alcohol just worsen his situation..

Khushi moved forward to hold Arnav and helped him to their bed, and tapped his cheeks with a tensed face..

Khushi-Arnavji, I am sorry.. I - - U - - U plz keep ur eyes open, I will search for ur sugar supplement.. Wait.. Plz wait..

Khushi rushed to their closet and checked for the chocolates which were kept for times like today, but just then she realized, that Khushi herself had ate them all some days back.. She cursed herself for this and shivered looking sideways on the bed to see Arnav sweating and rushed towards him..

Khushi-Ar - - Arnavji.. I am here, just give me a minute.. Plz..

Khushi got up and switched ON the A.C. and again walked towards their common closet.. There was no time to run towards the kitchen.. She knew well that there would be something here around for sure, but where?

Khushi started throwing everything out from their cupboard including his clothes, belt, pen drives, files, blue tooth, wallet, her clothes, dupatta, her chane ki daal ka dibba, comb, his random keys, wrist watch and finally, after a while, from the depth of the drawer of his side, Khushi got some sugar tablets..

Khushi got a faint smile on her sweaty face and rushed towards Arnav jumping from the mess around and held his face to open his mouth, and kept that one tablet on his tongue.. Arnav seemed to be calm after some seconds and he dosed off.. She sighed wiping her forehead and calming her heart..

*

Just after a few seconds, there was a knock on the door and Khushi got up to move to the entrance door of this room, when she saw what mess she had created.. What would who-so-ever present outside their door think?

Wait, who was there firstly? Khushi asked who it was, and HP replied from the other side of the door that it was him.. Actually HP came here with Khushi's dinner plate as ASR had instructed earlier.. Khushi dimmed the room lights and opened the door..

HP passed the food plates and Khushi took the same without letting him peep in the darkness of this room.. Locking the door behind once HP left, Khushi took the plate and went towards Arnav.. She knew letting him sleep without dinner was not right, but then, she was scared to wake him up too.. She thought to first clear the mess she had created, before waking him up and facing him in his conscious form again.. Khushi went to the washroom to change first, keeping the food plate on the small coffee table near their t.v. set..

*

Once Khushi got fresh, she came out to see Arnav sleeping peacefully facing the other side, and tied her dupatta side ways taking a deep breathe.. She started arranging their clothes and his particulars in the respective places she knew, and completed doing it all in her way.. She was tired by now, just one last thing was pending.. Putting His Files back in His Drawer..

Khushi looked at them and opened the drawer to drop them inside, when her heart skipped a beat reading what was Labeled on the top most file of all.. Dropping all but NOT dropping the file inside the drawer, Khushi closed the drawer bur the closet, and opened the File to Page One, caressing some bold-black lettered contents, and remembering the night when they she had signed this.. Looking at this, she knew not if she should smile or cry..

***

Down.. Raizada Mansion..

Mamaji had to rush at the Hospital suddenly as Anjali's new born had some complications, and also no one from family was there besides Anjali to look after.. Mami was with Nani and Buaji who had been sitting opposite each other remembering what all happened a few minutes back.. Mami came with a tray of water..

Mami (to Buaji)-Madhumatiji, pani.. (Water..)

Buaji denied for water and so did Naniji.. Mami left the tray on the table ahead and sat besides Naniji..

Nani-I know Khushi bitiya is not like that, and chote too.. It was the situation Madumatiji, which forced out children to take hasty decisions.. We are elders, and we only have to think over this matter now.. We have to act wise and take a decision to what is to be done next, but calmly..

Mami-Yes Madhumatiji, u should keep ur calm..

Buaji (looks down)-I know I should not have raised my hand on Khushi.. If damaadji had not come in between then *sniffs* - -.. All was my fault.. I only kept Shyam as a Paying Guest in my house with out proper inquiry or back ground check.. Shashi babua had also denied me but I - - .. If only I had been a bit more conscious then - -

Nani-It was not ur fault.. Stop thinking on all that now, its in the past, let it be there only.. Waise bhi, gade murde ukhadne se kuch naahi milne waala.. We have to see to what is to be done next.. How will we correct our children's mistake?

Buaji (panics)-I fear to face Shashi and Garima.. They are coming next week, what shall I tell them?

Nani-We have some time till then, I am sure Devi Mayya will help us..

Buaji-I don't know about that.. But I am really upset with Khushi.. I cant forgive her until Shashi and Garima look into this matter.. Once they come back, I will leave for my yatra.. Bas..

Buaji got up to leave and left joining her hands at Nani.. Mamiji got a call from Mamaji to come to the hospital immediately.. Nani thought to check on Khushi, when she remembered Arnav's words and thought..

Nani (self talk)-Why did chote say that he was himself was unknown to the fact that Khushi bitiya was pregnant? I don't feel anything going right.. There is so much that happened without my knowledge and now I have to take things in my way..

Thinking that, Nani made her way towards Arnav and Khushi's room..

***

ArShi Room..

Khushi still was standing there, near their open closet, with the Contract Marriage file in her hands.. She was staring it aimlessly, when she heard a knock on the door and went to see who was here at this time?

Khushi opened the door with THAT file still in her hands and Nani came in.. Khushi had no words to exchange and Nani was about to say something, when she looked behind to see Arnav sleeping, and the food plate covered on the side table.. She turned to face Khushi and nodded her head muttering a ' Hey Devi Mayya' and held Khushi's hands to walk her near the bed..

Nani (complaining)-U dint eat anything, did u?

Nani made Khushi sit on the Bed, and got her dinner plate and made Khushi eat some Roti Sabji and a bowl of dal.. Khushi's hunger was replaced by a burp and Nani moved her other hand on Khushi's head..

Nani-I know whatever u said down there, would not be letting to sit properly.. I suggest u to rest.. U should sleep bitiya.. We will talk tomorrow.. Sleep..

Khushi was scared at first when Nani came here, but her heart beat was normal, knowing Nani would never yell on her and specially not in her THIS state..

Khushi nodded and Nani was getting up to move out, when she saw some file in Khushi's hands and asked what it was.. Khushi was blank on what Nani asked.. She dint realize since when this file was in her hands, and Nani took the same from Khushi's numb hands it read what it was.. Khushi looked away uneasily as Nani figured out what it was..

Khushi-Nani wo - -

Khushi dared to look up at Nani and take back the same from Nani's hands.. Nani gave her a stare and walked out with the empty dinner plate in her hand..

*

Khushi slept besides her Arnavji, but was not able to get any sleep.. She turned around to face him who was facing the other side, and tossed and turned on the bed for some time.. She was just not able to close her eyes for more than a few seconds.. She was feeling something heavy at her heart.. She gulped and  again rolled on her bed in frustration..

Not able to sleep after so many attempts, Khushi got up and roamed inside that one room seeing how calm He looked while sleeping.. She moved her eyes from him and turned to find herself in front of the mirror and stopped moving.. She tilted her face and scanned herself..

There, a cheerful smile appeared on her face.. She moved her kurti a bit up and looked down on her stomach caressing it and smiling wide.. Suddenly her all tensions seemed to be disappearing when she noticed her figure expanding.. She looked in front to see her reflection in the mirror and dropped down her kurti feeling shy..

Her stomach had actually started to grow and she just noticed it! She had was so excited for this since long..

Khushi blushed still looking at her covered stomach in the mirror, now turning sideways.. An unknown satisfaction captured her heart..

After admiring herself for a while, Khushi went besides Arnav and closed her eyes keeping her one hand on her stomach and with the other she wiped off a happy tear which left her left eye..

***

Next Morning..

Hospital..

Anjali's Room..

Anjali-Mami, are u fine..? U were up all night, is anything troubling u?

Anjali asked as Mami adjusted a pillow behind Anjali's back as Anjali sat leaning her back on the head board now..

Mami (fakes a smile)-All are fine bitiya.. In face, there is a good news u know!

Anjali-What?

Mami smiled and replied holding a confused Anjali's chin..

Mami-U are going to be a bua soon.. Khushi bitiya is pregnant..

Anjali heard the news and passed a weak smile..

Mami-What happened bitiya?

Anjali-Nothing.. Congratulate her on my behalf.. I was just thinking why she dint come here to see me, the reason is quite obvious.. Its fine, I know she should be resting.. Take her care and ask chote to keep his anger in control at least on his wife for a few months..! *smiles* Okay.. Now u go and rest Mamiji.. Send someone else on ur behalf.. U don't need to do all this, a nurse is here..

Mami-No Anjali, what are u saying? I was doing nothing at night.. I am fine..

Mami cut an apple and gave to Anjali which she eat slowly..

Mami-I will be here till ur Mama comes back.. He has been there at the Doctor's Cabin to fill some form..

Anjali (anxious)-Ha? Form? What form Mamiji?

Mami-Um..  Um.. Nothing major bitiya, just a formality form.. To get ur discharge and ur son's Birth Certificate.. *smiles* Have u thought of any good name for our little Prince?

Anjali-NO! Till my baby is here, I wont go anywhere else Mamiji.. I will stay here only..

Mami could understand Anjali's state and nodded an okay for now to calm her.. Anjali was still not allowed stress, so her Chotte's Contract Marriage Deal was kept hidden from her for now.. Mami excused herself and went to see Mama and know what the doctors had to say about Anjali's baby..

***

Raizada Mansion.. ArShi Room..

Arnav got up from his bed with a heavy head and looked around to see his other side of the Bed empty.. He dint find Khushi and got up with a jerk which just gave him a headache.. Still not taking a breathe, Arnav got up to move towards the washroom which was empty, and saw the Pool Side doors which were already closed from the inside..

He folded his fist and moved towards his cupboard and opened the same to find everything as it was.. He was just to open the drawer, when he heard some foot steps near His room and leaving his drawer unattended, Arnav moved towards the door to find Khushi if she was there..

***

Raizada Mansion.. Nani's Room..

Khushi was standing ahead of Nani and looking down not having any guts to face her (Nani).. Nani sent HP to wake up Arnav and call him down, in this room.. HP nodded and Khushi waited..

Nani was going through Bhagwat Geeta once again after yesterday night, as it is believed that Geeta gives answers to ur every question if ur concentrate on the same with a calm mind.. And so was Nani trying to take out a solution for this present situation..

Nani also needed some answers from both Arnav and Khushi now, and for that, she choose Morning Time when Arnav would also get his proper senses back to reply..

HP came back with Arnav who still seemed to be a little absent minded..

*

Arnav came in Nani's Room, just to see Khushi and see if she was okay.. He remembered what all he blabbered yesterday, and not finding her (Khushi) besides him today morning, made Arnav scared thinking what if Buaji took away his Khushi from him? Checking her clothes still there in their closet, he was at relief.. When HP came by to call Arnav for Nani's room, he got to know that his wife was there too, and so he hurried here..

*

Arnav came to stand besides Khushi and was about to open his mouth, when an angry Nani interrupted..

Nani (mocked)-Chote! Aap itne bade kab hogaye? (When did u grow up so big?)

Arnav looked at Khushi and then Nani.. Flaring his nose he replied..

Arnav-I know for what u have called me here.. But if u forgot, I better remind u Nani, I wont speak anything on THIS matter and neither would Khushi.. We don't want anyone's comment on what we did, I guess Khushi already told u what we did and in which situation.. So cut it here itself and it would be - -

Nani-Chote! Is this any way to talk to me?

Nani looked disappointed and Khushi looked at Arnav with her little face.. Arnav closed his eyes and feeling his temper rising, he replied..

ASR (grits his teeth)-Nani, plz.. U know everything and so does everyone else.. U know me and my thinking.. I don't care what anyone thinks.. All I care for presently is my wife and more than that my baby.. I am not going to speak anything to u or pass any explanations to anyone.. I have enough regretted on the 'way of marrying' Khushi, but not 'marring her'.. I was not wrong back then and - -

Nani-The truth is, all u care about is just urself chote! U still think all this u did was right??

ASR-Nani right or wrong, it cant be changed now.. Khushi, come to our Room, NOW..

Khushi looked at Nani and Arnav simultaneously getting nervous.. Not seeing Khushi moving an inch, ASR moved towards her but Nani came in between..

Nani-Wait chote.. We are not playing games here.. Just think what u did? U did whatever u felt correct that time.. It can't be turned I agree, but at least u can set it right, right?

ASR just wanted to take his Khushi in his room and talk, but Nani was not helping here.. Arnav knew he should listen to Nani, she was right.. But ASR was not ready to hear all about his faults presently..

Nani-Have u ever thought what would happen when Khushi's parents would come to know all this? What would they think about us? About u? PAUSE.. They are coming next week.. And I guess its best if Khushi goes to stay with her Buaji for some days.. We need to think what needs to be - -

ASR-NO.. I - - I cant let Khushi go Nani.. I wont let that happen.. Khushi, come with me RIGHT NOW.. Nani, excuse us plz..

Arnav pulled Khushi from behind Nani and Khushi flinched..

According to Arnav, Khushi just wanted to leave him as it was just a matter of SOME days for her which she had been counting.. How could he let her go? Now that Nani was also supporting this, he feared to loose Khushi forever and in all these thoughts, Arnav pulled Khushi for her to struggle by default and got her out from Nani's room..

***

Arnav was pulling Khushi towards his room from this corridor and he was so fast to move that Khushi was almost being dragged.. Not feeling Khushi cooperating him, he turned back and flared his nose looking in her eyes just to hear from her..

Khushi-Arnavji, that was not right..

Arnav left her hands and raised his one eye brow..

Arnav-Ya?

Khushi looked away holding her wrist which Arnav had been pulling and spoke..

Khushi-U should not have talked to Naniji like that, she is elder to u..

Arnav-Now u will teach me - -

Khushi looked at him and cut his words..

Khushi (angrily yells)-Aap kisi ki baat sunte bhi hai? Nani was right..

Arnav-That I am selfish? Okay.. I agree, now come..

Arnav turned to move gesturing her to follow him, but Khushi held his bicep and spoke facing his back..

Khushi-Arnavij listen to me.. *slowly spoke her next words* I - - I think I should go at my Buaji's place for now..

Arnav's heart skipped a beat and he closed his eyes and said out loud still not facing her..

Arnav-Khushi natak khatam ho gaya tumhara? Toh chalo.. (Khushi are u done acting? Then come..)

Khushi (firmly)-Hum natak nahi kar rahe.. (I am not acting..)

Arnav (gulps)-I don't even want to know.. *turns around and held Khushi's hand in anger* Abbhi kheech ke le jaa raha hu, agar zarurath padi, toh utha ke le jaaunga.. Samjhi tum? (I am pulling u right now, if needed, I can carry u as well.. Understood? )

Khushi (in disbelief)-Arnavji?

She really dint understand him sometimes.. She kept staring him blankly, and he came forward to scoop her up in his arms and walk inside his Room and close the doors behind..

***

ArShi Room..

Arnav kept Khushi on the ground and she saw him turning his back on her..

Khushi-Arnavji, u have to understand.. Nani was right.. U don't know how Buaji - -

Arnav-ENOUGH Khushi.. Don't u dare take her name and think of leaving this place.. U dare don't do that.. This is the last time I am telling u this, I wont repeat it in a calm way.. Let wh so ever think whatever, I don't care.. U cant leave me.. This baby is my responsibility and u cant run away, not now, not ever..

Khushi-What?? Arnavji - -

Arnav turned to move inside the bathroom not knowing how to stop his anger..

*

After a while..

Arnav came out after having a shower.. But what he saw, made his blood boil at the most and he walked towards Khushi and turned her around to make her face him..

Arnav-Kya kar rahi ho tum? (What are u doing?)

Khushi pushed his hands away and continued packing her bag which tested ASR's patience.. Last 2 days were full of tension and tension for him.. It looked as if all was going to end if he stays calm, and he finally lost it when Khushi remained all silent and continued shifting her clothes and other articles in her bag (which was on the bed) and spoke..

Khushi (still, not looking at him)-Humne soch liya hai.. Hum Buaji ke yaha jaa rahe hai.. Kuch hei dino ki baat hai, jab Amma Babuji aayenge, toh sab theek hojayga.. (I have decided and so I am going at Buaji's place.. Its just a matter of a few days, when Amma Babuji comes back, then all will get okay..)

Khushi said that keeping in mind something positive, but ASR's mind never saw that.. His heart was going hollow seeing his Khushi going away far from him..

He cant live without her.. How can he? She is his everything today and she has his everything.. She too needs him he thought till now, does she not? Had she lost all her love for him due to his one odd mistake which he was also not completely at fault for?!

Arnav (hurt)-Khushi..

Khushi heard his tone change and stopped moving, she still dint face him though..

Khushi-Hatiye hamare raaste se.. (Move from my way..)

She said keeping a hand on her stomach before turning around to see him blocking her way..

Arnav-Yeh sab tum contract ki wajah se kar rahi ho na? (U are doing all this coz of the contract, right?)

Khushi was left blank hearing that.. Before she could think, he heard his mobile ring and took out his phone to cut the call.. He looked at her lost face again and opened his mouth to speak something composing himself, when his mobile rung again and she moved to the closet avoiding him, as he received the call..

Arnav (on phone)-Aman, this is not a good time to talk.. Am sure u can handle whatever it is..

Arnav cut the call and turned to get shocked! Khushi was holding their Contract Marriage File in her hands and her eyes filled up.. She was looking at Him now and Arnav trembled to move towards her.. He was flabbergasted to see that File in her hands and moved ahead to take it from her hands..

Arnav-Khushi.. What is this doing with u?

Khushi dint reply and turned to close the door once he took the file from her hands..

ASR (frustrated)-Khushi I am asking u something, what was this doing with u? Its MY File dammit..

Khushi turned to face him in equal anger..

Khushi-OUR File Arnavji..

Arnav looked away and opened the File to see it was the same File he asked Aman to edit according to the additional clauses he wanted that time.. But the question was, did Khushi read this? He had to know.. He looked around to find Khushi zipping her bag near their Bed..

Arnav (uncertainly)-Did u read this?

Khushi looked at him from sideways picking her bag from the bed..

Khushi-Hame bhale aapki tarah angrezi na aati ho, par hamari rashtriya bhasa padhna aur samajhna acche se aata hai.. (I may not be knowing English like u do, but I can read and understand out national language well..)

She replied without looked at him, and ASR released his breathe closing his eyes..

ASR (self thought)-Dammit.. This means she read it!

ASR opened his eyes to see Khushi going towards the door with her bag-pack and hurried to not let her reach the door.. He snatched the bag from her hands throwing it away and blocked her way.. Khushi looked away and..

Khushi-Jaane dijiye hame.. (Let me go..)

ASR-Nahi ja sakti tum.. Contract Marriage ki hai humne.. Aur uske hisab se, tum 6 mahine tak mere biwi ban ke mere ghar mei rahogi, *mocks* bhul gayi? Nahi, tum kaise bhul sakti ho? Yad hai na? *Khushi's eyes popped out hearing that suddenly and her knees turned jelly* Aur yeh jo 'kuch hei dino ki baat hai' ki baat kar rahi ho na, toh ek baat sun lo.. Tum mere bacche ki maa banne wali ho Khushi Kumari Gupta Singh Raizada, aise hei mai tumhe bhagne nahi dunga.. Tumne Contract toh padh hei liya hai na, toh yeh baat theek se samajh lo ki jab tak tumahare peet mei mera baccha hai, tum yaha se kahi nahi jaa sakti.. Aur agar tumne jaane ki koshish bhi ki, toh tum yeh soch bhi nahi sakti ki mai kya kar sakta hu.. *Khushi's senses were going numb and cold* CONTRACT padh liya na? Toh uss hisaab se apne aap ko taiyaar kar lo.. Kyu ki aaj ke baad, mai naahi tumhari, naahi Nani ki, *grits his teeth* ya naahi kisi ke baap ki sunne wala hu.. Contract Marriage ki hai, toh nibhani toh tumhe padegi.. Aur ha, yeh contract tabse shuru ho gaya tha, jabse tum mere bacche ki maa banne wali thi, samjhi tum?    (U cant go.. We have had a Contract Marriage.. According to which, u have to live with me being my wife for 6 months, *mocks* forgot..? Oh no! How can u forget? U remember right? *Khushi's eyes popped out hearing that suddenly and her knees turned jelly*.. And u keep saying that 'its just a matter of a few days' then listen to me.. U are bearing my child Khushi Kumari Gupta Singh Raizada, I wont let u run away so easily.. U already read the contract right, then get this thing straight that till u are carrying my child in ur womb, u cant go anywhere from here.. And if u dare move out, u cant even think to what I can possibly do.. *Khushi's senses were going numb and cold* U read the Contract right? Then prepare urself accordingly.. Coz from today, neither I will listen to u or Naani *grits his teeth* or anyone for that matter.. U have signed the Contract Marriage, u have no option than to follow it.. And oh, ya! This contract had started since u conceived..)

ASR had to put a stone on his heart to utter those cruel words out.. He was thinking what to say which would force her to stay back, and ended up with this.. But least he knew, that she dint read anything to know about the EDITED clauses of their Contract Marriage, it now..

Infact Khushi knew no terms of this Baseless Marriage but only one thing, that their Contract Marriage would last Six Months till which she was supposed to live with him in his bedroom and act like a happy couple outside the room, nothing more.. But what all ASR spoke right now, was just all fresh for her..

And Arnav this side, he never remembered about the Contract Clauses being edited by himself lately, but as soon as he saw the file and the words Khushi spoke, he took it for granted what he just thought.. Arnav's mind worked the way it did, and he blurted out with what he could possibly STOP Khushi from moving out for now and later forever..

Arnav looked sideways to see Khushi staring the ground shivering a bit and breathing uncertainly with her palms over her mouth and ran to catch her before she can collapse but she dint let him touch her and fell on the ground kneeling down as her eyes let out a river..

Khushi looked down scared and Arnav kneeled down to see if she was okay.. Khushi moved a step away now sitting on the floor and whispered holding her heart and breathing restlessly..

Khushi-What did u just say Arnavji? What contract? Was there - - was - - there any such clause about me conceiving too?

Arnav-U already read it, dint u?

Khushi-NO! U just had told me to stay with u and act like a couple for 6 months.. Then what did u just say? Why would u say that? Why would u even add that while making me sign the contract marriage if u hated me so much back then?

Arnav was screwed..

He just did what he never should have, and lost his all power to think and make her understand what he had done and why.. The file dropped besides Khushi was taken by her and she opened for Arnav just to stare her feeling helpless and shameful.. Khushi was shocked and then scared reading the terms and conditions mentioned about the after life of their marriage if she conceives with HIS child during these 6 months.. Her hands lost the strength to hold the file anymore and she looked up to see her Arnavji looking away with a stern face..

All the concern and care he showered on her after knowing she was pregnant, was just for His baby? Nothing for her? He never said he loved her but only that his love lived in her..!

ASR never likes babies, but then was it just for a baby he played such a game with her heart? He said he can't let her go away, was it all just for this baby? Nothing for her? Had she not conceived, would he have left her?

Khushi clutched her dress and started sobbing harder by each passing second now..

Why dint he tell her about this contract condition if he knew she dint know? How can he do this to her? She loved him and so did he claim!

There was a long silence from both the ends after which he got up feeling angry on himself.. He never wanted this to come out.. But how could Khushi also keep saying about leaving him?? His days were going very much not according to his plans and he was spoiling Khushi's good days too!

Ya, he was at fault, in fact at double fault, by editing this Contract Marriage Papers in his way but so what? He was ASR, he gets mad now and then anyhow his wife should have been used to that now..

Was it not enough to let everything between them get disturbed yesterday night from his side, that again today this Contract Marriage Clause thing came out like and that too like this??

Arnav was getting up from the floor annoyed with himself with so much going inside his head.. His body was already heating up by situations and fever too, which all broke apart when he heard her faint cry..

Khushi-I trusted u Arnavji..

A lame tear marked her cheeks and as she let her pain out..

Arnav turned behind to see her tears.. They were judging him and ASR could not take that anymore.. Arnav made her stand up and turned away not able to face her..

Arnav-U did? Really? U did trust me? Hmpf! I don't think so..

ASR turned and held her shoulders pulling her near him.. He locked his eyes with hers and asked in a mock..

ASR-Coz if u would had EVER trusted me, u would not have hidden about me becoming a dad for 3 long months dammit..

Arnav left her and his tears too rolled on their own accord..

Arnav-Just coz of my ONE mistake u forced me to regret so much?? Ask urself if it was fare enough? I never imagined u would have conceived the night we - -.. I had a right to know about our pregnancy from the day u had known Khushi.. I had a right to know that u had conceived my baby from ur mouth dammit, not by reading some random Medical Papers Of some Baby Care clinic u kept hiding from me.. *Khushi's breathe hitched.. She gulped looking away* U cant even imagine what I went through knowing that my Wife was not able to share OUR pregnancy with me coz she is so much scared of me and my wrath.. U don't have any idea how I felt that night when I read ur pregnancy reports being positive Khushi.. *ASR in tears* But I was patient.. I did everything to make it up to u and still, u took so long to let me have a right on my own baby Khushi.. The baby u have been carrying belongs to me as well and u could not share that with me using three small words! And now u tell that u trust me.. Really? Do u? *moves near her and cups her crying face* How can u not trust me Khushi? Tell me now?

Khushi knew he was right here.. She gulped..

Suddenly, she could not feel her breathing, she was going to go dizzy any moment now.. She never had got a single hint from ASR that he knew about her pregnancy.. There were times she remembered when she doubted if he knows about the secret she tried to keep hidden from him, but she was never able to confirm that he knew! She should have known beforehand that he would have obviously know such a huge secret keeping it within herself for so long.. After all it was ASR whom she was trying to hide facts from!

Khushi however could manage to join the dots which made her clear what all Arnav just spoke.. But before she could confront anything, she felt everything around going black and her body lost balance to fall on her back and everything went black and blank from that very moment for Khushi..

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Chapter 34